“If I die before you, I’ll wait for you. If you die before me, you wait. We’ll build a red couch on which we can travel through eternity together.” We know there is no red couch. It’s a shared fantasy, and an expression of our love for one another. We accept that each of us must die, and die alone. Although the timing is uncertain, the outcome––a solitary death––is a given. The best we can do is to make life all that it can be. From The Hourglass: Life as an Aging Mortal

The Hourglass: Life as an Aging Mortal

The 2017 Eric Hoffer Awards

“THE HOURGLASS is a well written, intense and openly honest guide to accepting and understanding every aspect of aging and the inevitability of death and a must read for those wanting to find clarity and comfort in an often uncomfortable reality.”

IndieReader, May, 2017



SELF PUBLISHING REVIEW...JUNE, 2016

"The Hourglass: Life as an Aging Mortal by Pamela Cuming is an insightful book about a topic no human being can escape. Cuming’s book addresses how to live with the knowledge that one will eventually die. But it isn’t only about a person’s impending doom. She discusses at length how to view the aging process and how to accept it as part of life.
Even though the book deals with aging and death, the author remains positive and supportive. There are emotional passages, as it would be impossible to share the details about the passing of a loved one without evoking sadness, but Cuming’s considerate and philosophical method gently guides the reader to see things differently. She never loses sight that no matter what, death is an unknown and no matter how prepared, most will be afraid. And it’s perfectly acceptable and normal to be scared. The reading experience, however, is non-threatening and life-affirming.
The Hourglass is well-researched and approaches the subject matter with the dignity it deserves. It would behoove all people to read this, because no matter what, every individual will have to face aging and dying at some point. Hopefully after reading The Hourglass, the reader will feel comfortable discussing the topic with their loved ones, and the book goes a long way towards ensuring that will be the case."


“The Hourglass is a powerful, objective, unflinching, and yet profoundly empathic work. It is a must read for all those who seek to live life to the full, from start to finish. “
Neuroscientist and Psychiatrist, Peter C. Whybrow MD

“The Hourglass offers an original framework that clarifies the different ways we attempt to cope with our fears of death and aging. It’s a honest and courageous book that can help us to make gracious peace with the inevitable and to find meaning and dignity in the time we are permitted.”
Physican and recent widow, Dr. Diane Staves


The MAMS: MINDSETS TOWARD AGING AND MORTALITY















As we play out the hand called Life, we are sometimes optimistic, and other times pessimistic. Sometimes we’re angry and other times playful. Sometimes we are wise and balanced; other times, we rage against the good, good night. The way we feel and behave is a function of our mindset.

At every waking moment we have a Mindset about Aging and Mortality, or what I call a MAM. On any given day, all of us fall somewhere on the continuum Feeling Helpless and Vulnerable to Feeling Empowered and Confident. At the same time,we are positioned somewhere along the continuum Anticipating or Experiencing Good Fortune to the opposite pole, Experiencing or Anticipating Adversity.

Putting these dimensions together yields four fundamental MAMS: the Castaway, the Stargazer, the Warrior, and the Celebrant. And then there is the fifth MAM which represents a blend of the attributes of the four primary MAMS. That is the Sage.

The key to living a rich life, to aging gracefully and to dying well is to move around the wheel, changing mindsets as circumstances change. For example, the Celebrant mindset helps people remain optimistic even in the face of tragedy, loss, aging and death. When faced with a challenge, the Warrior focuses on meeting it with courage and conviction. When it becomes apparent that the challenge cannot be overcome, Castaways accept it. The Stargazer element within us helps us make a leap of faith and believe in God or Christ or something greater than ourselves which we cannot see, touch or even truly define. The person with the mindset of a Sage is able to blend the best attributes of all of the mindsets and, in the process, to develop a perspective that renders life richer and death at least acceptable.

The model provides a framework that ties together the stories throughout the book, facilitates the conversation, and helps provide a roadmap to guide us through the difficult passages of aging, dealing with the death of loved ones and even contemplating our own demise.


Chapter One: The Hourglass:Birth, Death and The In-Between

The Hourglass.
Fear of Dying.
Confronting Death.
Death with Coffee.
The Curse of Old Age
The Gift of Old Age.
Mindsets About Aging And Mortality


Chapter Two: Mind Matters:Placebos and Nocebos

THE WARRIOR AND THE CELEBRANT.
Raging against the Dying of the Light
In the Bunker.
Life is good.
Drama Queens and Pollyannas.
Bouncing back.
STARGAZERS AND CASTAWAYS
Daydreamers.
Fantasy Island.
The Queen of Denial.
Caught in Despair.
The Accepting Castaway
The Dark Gift.
BECOMING A SAGE
The Sage Warrior
Dark Night of the Soul


Chapter Three: The War of the Ages:Confucius Be Damned

Safety vs. Autonomy.
Double Blind.
Gratitude Deficit Disorder.
Confucius be Damned.
The Sad Story of Dr. No.
The War of the Ages.
Ourselves, Ourselves, Only Ourselves.


Chapter Four:THE FRONT OF THE LINE:Ashes, Ashes, We All Fall Down
Death Watch.
Demonic Possession.
A False Reprieve.
The Dreaded Nursing Home.
Misplaced Heroics.
The Death of the Queen of Denial.
The Emotional Tsunami and the Pit Bull.
Ashes to ashes.
The Final Reunion.
Remnants and Remains.
Postscript.

Chapter Five: AN APPLE A DAY:Dealing with Doctors

FOUR TYPES OF DOCTORS
The Director
The Technician
The Healer
The Coach
BEHIND THE PROFESSIONAL FACADE
CONTROLLING THE BEAST.
ACTING AS OUR OWN GENERAL CONTRACTOR


Chapter Six: MIRROR, MIRROR:Loving OurAging Bodies

Shipwreck.
To Nip and Tuck or Not.
A Work of Art
Loving Your Aging Body.
Killing the Mouse.
Redefining Beauty.
Dressing It Up.
Keeping It Clean.
Working It Out and Shaping It Up.
The Bionic Woman.
Fear of Falling.
Here’s to Life.


Chapter Seven: ANTIDOTES TO AGING:The Four C’s
Curious George.
Plato’s Cave and The Golden Mean.
The Fountain of Youth.
One for All and All for One.
The Magic of the Four C’s.
The Nester and the Nomad.
Mindsets and Movement.
Going Back in Time.
Emptying the Worry Jar.
Confronting New Challenges.
The Kindness of Strangers.


Chapter Eight: TEETER TOTTER: Loving Our Aging Mates
Marriage Vows.
The Unbridled Warrior and the Wounded Wimp.
Exasperation and Exacerbation.
Teeter Totter.
Beware the Meddler.
Beware the Time Thief.
Making a Life Out of Leftovers.
Grow Old Along with Me.


Chapter Nine: ‘TILL DEATH US DO PART: The Journey Through the Shadows

Upon Impact
The Child Bride
The Miracle Girl
The Shrine
Five Card Draw
The Two-Limbed Tree
The Red Couch

Chapter Ten: THE MORTALITY CLUB:Talking of Death over Coffee

Selected Works

Psychology/Aging and Dying
In youth we are invincible. The world is forever: we are forever. But, sentient creatures that we are, time inevitably plays its part. Aging and illness shadow those early sensibilities until one day we feel the lurking presence of death itself. Fearful of our own dark thoughts, too often we keep such anxieties to ourselves. To deny our own mortality is a parlor game of sorts, played within our own heads and frequently played alone. Pamela Cuming will have none of it. In her latest book, The Hourglass, she throws back the parlor curtains and lets the light stream in. This is a powerful, objective, unflinching, and yet profoundly empathic work that explores the rewards of honest caring⎯the privilege and the pain⎯not only for one’s friends and family but also for one’s self. Drawing upon an uncanny intuitive understanding of human foible plus a broad knowledge of character development, honed from decades of consulting in the business world, this is a book filled with personal stories both engaging and instructive. In short, The Hourglass is a must read for all those who seek to live life to the full, from start to finish. ________________ Peter C. Whybrow MD, Director of the Semel Institute for Neuroscience and Human Beavior at UCLA and award-winning author of The Well-Tuned Brain: Neuroscience and the Life Well Lived.
Fiction: Publication Date Nov 14, 2014
Set in New York City and Los Angeles between August 1999 and November 2001, The Stranger Box is the story of a mother and a daughter caught like two white dwarf stars in separate orbits, destined to collide. Though she does everything in her considerable power to insure the child never finds out who she is, the vain and self-obsessed Katherine Blair is unable to change the course of her destiny or evade Eden, the resourceful daughter whose pursuit is fueled by the desire for revenge and the determination to steal the family that has been denied her.
Memoir
Widow’s Walk is a bold, brave, and candid admission of bereavement, weakness, and, ultimately, strength.
Nonfiction
A strategic guide to organizational and personal effectiveness
Turf is a direct, and sometimes disturbing book about the use and abuse of power in organizations.

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